first day back at work, and back to work
Jan 2, 2024 Work is such a funny thing. It's exhausting to do something all day that I don't care at all about. I used to really love coding and technology, but being relegated to support, and told partial information, really frustrates me. On top of this, I'm still responsible for doing all of the house chores, simply because they won't get done otherwise. I really am frustrated with not feeling peace in my home. I can't meditate or be calm because it's always a 50/50 split between cleaned by me, and made chaotic by bunny. I'm so disappointed by that. There's always something more important than my trivial feeling about comfort in my home. It really feels like neglect. I wonder how much I subject myself to that's totally unnecessary. If I want a clean home, shouldn't I live with a clean person? Doesn't that make the most sense? No matter how much I try to make this space comfortable for me, it doesn't matter what I feel. Always the do